are not there any better courses than Craig's? I am more tired and confused after each lesson.

I would like to write that as a feedback, but.. I remember I learnt how to create website with html by Nick Petit, at that time I didnt have clue what was coding or anything related to it.

now I have general idea how coding works, that I am talking to computer, giving orders with its own language, etc, etc. but Nick's lessons was too simple to understand when I didnt know about meaning of the coding, and Craig's lessons are just too tired, with too much extra talking, when I need to focus what he says and I am wasting my focused mind on his chit-chat, wasting my time, and once he says something important he just doesnt explain well, or he is using too much extra sentences, and it is becoming more confusing because his chit-chat just makes more tired. okey, he is writing in workspace, once I will be done with that lesson, where should I write those codes to work, how to use them? I wont have those workspaces in pc right? or what are we going I cant understand, if I know reasons why are we writing those codes, and if I could see results it would be more understandable. it seems to I see results but i cant understand how is that possible to be a result? or what the hell is that video lessons are aiming for?

you read whatever I write right know, and u think wtf is he writing? he is explaining simply, this guy can see results in video, Craig is explaining what are we doing. right? but imagine even when I see all of this still I am confused, I couldnt bring in words whatever I think, and I wrote maybe only 10% of my confusion. my mind is about to blow, I think to just gave up on him and try to find any other sources to learn it.

thats what I hate about experts, they forget how empty mind works, I have dozens of questions after every damn video. and instead of answers I get more questions. they explain

can anyone suggest any other source? where I would have goal, and I will know whatever each code does exactly, where I will be able to think and understand. English is not my native language, so I become more tired after focusing on video lessons. I need to listen, then translate, then understand what that means, use dictionary sometime when I cant get what he said. and I NEED TO do that on his chit chat. I need lessons were I will listen 5 min of only teaching focused lessons. and not 5 min teaching with +4min extra chitchat, that extra 4min makes me 2x more tired. because I need to make sure that it is just useless talk, and I am tired of this shit.

I know useless question, but I feel little more relaxed after writing that.

u know what? if u cant understand what I am asking, I dont know either, I am just confused, if I knew what I couldnt understand I would ask exact question. but I dont even know what I couldnt understand. or if I understood something, maybe I thought I understood but I was wrong? or maybe I really understood but I am just thinking that there was something else which I couldnt understand? which doesnt even exist? imagine urself at my place.

btw Nick was not perfect, he had his cons, and I used around 10min different source lessons to understand some things, but with Nick's lesson I just created and changed website by my own, where I didnt need to use google, I was caming up with commands by myself and writing them without checking if they were correct, I just knew how it worked and I knew what kind of command how would be written. and I was right almost every time. I mean I understand basics and I got General Idea WITH Nick, I had fun while learning, but with Craig I really suffer.

fuf, with this I can continue watching videos now, that was killing me. good luck me!